end of an era
July 14, 2009Dean and I had our last day yesterday because both our families were coming today.
I had a lump in my throat and a knot in my stomach the whole day, trying to fight back tears.
Everywhere we went, I felt emotional thinking this was going to be my last London outing alone with Dean, just the 2 of us.
Every restaurant we went, I couldn’t enjoy the food, knowing that that was probably going to be my last time eating there in a long time.
Everytime I looked at Dean, my heart ached thinking of the long distance relationship we’d have after the summer ends.
I was so fragile and sad, that everytime someone says “you’re going to be fine” or “there’s Skype!“, tears just pour down my cheeks instantly.
Last night, Dean said things to me that were so special I will remember forever. We talked about how fast 3 years had gone by, and there is not one thing we could’ve done to make it better because it was perfect. We did everything we wanted to do, went places we wanted to see, ate things we wanted to eat.
We laughed, we made jokes, we developed a friendship that was so natural and effortless.
If anyone knew me best, it would be Dean. He can predict what I’d say and do, it’s quite scary.
That’s how I know it’s special.
We’ve been through so much together, and I know we can get through this. Dean said it’s another chapter of our story, and he’s right. I should just be mature, and make this new chapter as amazing as the first one, but in a different way.
Anyway, I’m extremely excited to see my parents today!
I called Sofia earlier, crying.
“It’s the end of an era!” I wailed, helplessly.
“Awwww. It’s not the end, it’s a new beginning.”
Silence.
“When are you going to see him next?”
“Later, for lunch.”
i had the exact same feeling too, when my bf was leaving home for good, while i stayed for another semester. It was tough.. very tough :(. the 5-6 months of long distance was really tormenting..cos u r sooo used to have each other 24/7!! BUt yeah, managed to get through it! Dont worry. time flies fast. You guys will be fine.., absence makes the heart grow fonder ๐
I never said honey……… hahah! How you feeling now??? Don’t be sad anymore…… come home and I’ll feed you DeCanter/SecretRecipe/whatever other nonsense you like to eat that I hate cos I love youuu.
I never said honey……… hahah! How you feeling now??? Don’t be sad anymore ok?
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Come home and I’ll feed you DeCanter/SecretRecipe/whatever other nonsense you like to eat that I hate cos I love youuu.
proud duck
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i’d say its just a beginning of a whole new chapter in ur life soon as a practising lawyer n all..d best part is with Dean in it..stay true to each other n d rest is God’s will..Amin..
vivy dear..
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you’ll be fine..he loves you so much and so do you..time flies very fast you know…you just need to be patient…good things will happen to people who wait.. i remember you said that..
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take care..miss you a lot..=)
You’re such an impeccable writer that You could still manage to make me giggle quietly in my ever so boring Risk Management class. Your closing is very cute. Btw, if i can go through with this long distance crap with an imperfect relationship, your perfect relationship with Dean is gonna be a breeze for ya.
dear ms proudduck ,
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an entry on graduation please .
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what matches the colour of the robe , what not to do etc.
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pretty please. ๐
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regards ,
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ur loyal blog reader .
‘good things will happen to people who wait..’
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the magic words that i’m currently holding on to ๐
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wish you all d best vivy!