just pausing for a second

October 3, 2016 • 15 comments • 1002 views

I’m now perched on my balcony enjoying the breeze at the light of dawn. Haven’t even showered, still in my koyak pjs, and sent Dean off to the door as he’s off for another business trip (3 this week, I really miss him *cries*). Kids are sleeping and they just look so… well, they look terrible; mouth opened, legs opened, arms everywhere, I had a chuckle looking at them. It’s so peaceful right now, I hear birds chirping, the soft swaying of the branches on the trees, and in a distance cars driving by.

I haven’t gone on Facebook for the longest time and yesterday I had to check something. I clicked on Old Albums and omggg all my London pictures and uni pictures were still there and it felt really nostalgic. One thought was damnnn I was skinny and my skirt was short haha, but another thought was wow we’ve come so far, especially Dean and I. Looking at the photos of us, young lovers, laughing and walking down the streets of London, who would’ve thought that fast forward years later, we’d still be together and we even have two beautiful children and businesses together. And it all started with a brief and clumsy meet-up at McDonald’s in High St Kensington. Sigh, I love him so much. Ahhhh, thank you Allah swt for making everything turn out like how it did. How You’ve planned it seamlessly and made it so easy, I’ll never forget that all things come from You.

Anyway, there’s no purpose for this blogpost and sorry if I wasted your time haha. But it’s just nice to sit outside and smile out into the sky in the morning, and just sigh a breath of gratitude for just being able to live.

Ok I hear the kids crying. Moment interrupted. Such is life! Bye!`

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Finally a decent one… of Dean and I! (I’ve given up on the kids haha).