cheating confinement

November 12, 2018 • 10 comments • 28388 views

“I’m actually excited for confinement this time, guys. I’m so going to do it properly. I’m going to just chill and watch all the Netflix I want,” I remember saying to Toots and Mimak during pregnancy.

Well, on Day 7 I went to the office (a little detour after Sarah’s doctor’s appointment hehe) and I’ve been out everyday since. Cikyah (my confinement lady, remember her from Mariam’s pantang??) knows how stubborn and naughty I am, so this time round, she brought her suitcase and declared that she was going to stay with me the entire confinement. You should’ve seen the horror on my face… how am I going to sneak out now?!

sarah’s tahnik

November 5, 2018 • 6 comments • 32438 views

Our little family did a tahnik for Sarah to celebrate her one week into this world. We did it for Daniel and Mariam before, and so the tradition continues. It was supposed to be a small do with just immediate family and best friends, but then it somehow ended up with a tent outside, we invited a few more people from the FV management team and we got catering etc… trust a bored lady in pantang to plan a small do hehe.

Sharing some pictures from the day: 

Sarah was put on the floor while our family and friends gathered to witness the tahnik ceremony. A bit of dates and a bit of honey were given to her to symbolise sweetness in her life, followed by more prayers recited by the Ustaz.

meet sarah

November 3, 2018 • 17 comments • 30279 views

For Daniel, I remember blogging asap to announce his birth. For Mariam, I was busy adjusting to having two kids, that I took about a week to announce on my blog.

Third baby?


I’m 24 days late to announce her birth on my blog. *nervous laughter*

If you follow me on Instagram, you’d already know and you’ve seen her updates already. But just pretend to be surprised and congratulate me again ok? Also pretend that you’re seeing this photo for the first time ok….

third trimester woes

September 18, 2018 • 17 comments • 32478 views

I’m usually a cheerful and positive person (still am!) but I’ve gotta be completely honest – these last few weeks of pregnancy are proving to be super letih-licious, just like how it was for Daniel and Mariam’s pregnancy.

First trimester problems are out the door, thank God, but now third trimester problems are here – can’t find a good position to sleep which results in late night Netflix binge and sleep deprivation which results in a groggy wife in the morning which results in snapping at husband which results in #prayforfadza. Haha.

getting nervous

September 9, 2018 • 5 comments • 25190 views

Wearing satin silk scarf from dUCk and batik top from Radzuan Radziwill, from FashionValet

I woke up in the middle of the night last night and suddenly it hit me. Omg Baby S is coming next month.  Next month, I’m going to be a mom of 3. Suddenly I got nervous. Am I going to be a competent mom? How am I going to be fair to Baby S when I have two other kids who also want my attention?

It’s all happening so fast. Well actually, not really – I can’t wait to be done being pregnant. If you’ve been following me from Daniel and Mariam’s pregnancies, you’d know that I’m no pregnancy poster child. Haha. Just two days ago I told Fadza I can’t wait to get the baby out haha. #teaminduce #onlywhendoctorsayscanornecessary #havetoputdisclaimerhehe